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Stupid Smile

from Caretaker by Total Downer

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lyrics

Was a pleasure to kill him
Dreaming of it forever
ripped his dick off and I made him swallow it

He was watching me changing
Naked, geeked out and cooing
Shook my soul out cuz he said he really cared for me

Local theatre comedian
cue the sound of me screaming
i was little so he filled me up with secrets

remember when I was so sweet?

Or seductive and naive?

Now he’s croaking so I better get a trophy

And I wish I told you
I was drowning my childhood
You never saw through
My stupid smile after all
It’s always false
Never bring this up to my mom
She might think it’s her fault

Maybe it’s true
I’m just confused
But it doesn’t change the stain, the shame, my blues

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from Caretaker, released January 27, 2023

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