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Star Rek't

from Caretaker by Total Downer

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    5 dubbed on old sermon tapes so you'll get some wacky old cleveland ohio preachers, not the cleanest audio tho
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‘It is a thing no out-worlder may know except those very few who have been involved. A Vulcan understands, but even we do not speak of it among ourselves. It is a deeply personal thing. Can you see that, Captain, and understand?’ - Spock, Amok Time

lyrics

I love you but now I gotta know
if you’d be into Star Trek
You’re so cool I’m sure you’d choke it down
But in my dreams you make us watch it

Sprawled out on my couch we don’t make out
we just fan out on spock
only way i can feel like it’s 1969 again

I’m not scared of how cool you seem
I’m just depressed by who the world lets me be
being a boy is a curse you see
i’m so scared that this is just me

silver little screen staring right through me
no wonder i’m so lonely
you’re so kind to me, but i’m just weak
i’m so sorry i still watch it

your unafraid kindness makes me realize i’m no monster
but sometimes when i’m in you
my body feels like a dagger

I’m not scared of how cool you seem
I’m just depressed by who the world let me be
being a boy is a curse you see
i’m so scared that this is just me

i wanna tell you everything
but if you saw what’s in my head i know you’re gonna hate me
i’m so scared that you’re gonna leave me
i’m so scared that this is just me

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from Caretaker, released January 27, 2023

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